normally i’m the one who’s like whatever, shields down (or at least, i have been for the last two months). you know, and i’ll tell you everything about myself. but yesterday and today, i just didn’t feel that way.
i wandered into pho hoa at lunch. it was a dreary day, it rained. i had been saving these smarties for a rainy day. it rained today, so i ate some of them, actually too many of them, like half of one of those big tubes that you can’t find here. damn you nestle.
i was just so sleepy. i went home and slept for four hours instead of going to the gym. rainy days here do that to me. not like rainy, stormy days in oklahoma, those days i miss so dearly. those days that encourage daydreaming instead of depression.
then i put on a tie. first time wearing a tie in two years. it got me to do work. i find that i cannot do work unless i wear pants or a tie.