so i didn’t sleep today in an effort to correct my rapidly slipping sleep schedule in time for the weekend and the super bowl and such. as bloody stupid as it sounds the reason for this problem is that i like garroting and strangling fake people using wiimotes. that is, i have been playing the godfather video game.
additionally, i don’t remember. oh yes. classes do and don’t matter at the same time. it is pretty difficult to think about what class to take on no sleep, or whether or not it even matters. actually in this sleep deprived state i am thinking more and more about the real decision i have to make in the next few months–whether or not to try again for medical school. am i really cut out for it? i know i can make it and succeed, but i question my mentality, my freedom, the system.
is this the first thing i wrote after the new year? i don’t remember that either. anyway, i am working on my resolutions now. but i’m not going to tell you what they are.
would you like a donut? i promise i won’t poke you in the eye.