dear j.
man it has been a long time (like 8 years or something) since i thought about you. i’m so glad that is the case.
surprisingly, i have nothing more to say. i used to judge. but hey, that’s a waste of time, so many years later. i only think narrowly now. maybe that is good, maybe that is bad. i think it’s because i’ve got plenty of secondaries to do. chicken med school apps? i mean, we were really judgemental people back then.
i find it strange how everything gets attenuated. at least, in the emotion realm.
and going back to the first sentence, speaking of long times, it has been a long time since i wrote to my past. (two years, six months, and five days.) i guess i needed more time to generate more “past” to work with, haha. it’s weird how less and less of my past is oklahoma-related. and how this is probably the best entry i’ve written in a while.
psssst double meaning.