if you really must know, sometimes i do worry, but i have learned to quickly suppress that instinct (say, within an hour) so that i get shit done instead of being paralyzed.
i did just worry about three hours ago for about one hour, because honestly i am not a top medical school applicant. i am a good one, just not a top one. i need to distinguish myself with essays and attitude and research and maturity and so on. but hey, the worst they’ll say is no. i realised that as i watched french football, and then everything was okay, and then i churned out three essays. take that, bub.
sometimes, writer’s block is easily confused with laziness. luckily, (three days later haha) i have beaten that affliction. i know i can do it, and i will.