Archive for May, 2005

things missing

Sunday, May 15th, 2005

crickets! i haven’t heard a cricket in ages. they just don’t exist in the city.
stars! they don’t exist in boston either. they are either hidden by clouds, or we are blinded by light pollution.

more later?

thinking at the wrong times

Saturday, May 14th, 2005

when i do mindless things like play video games, i find myself thinking about totally unrelated things. it is strangely the time when i have the most revelations. all of these, however, have nothing to do with the game.

kidz bop really freaks me out. REALLY. dude i totally forgot to watch bosom buddies.

i will be mute.

i understand now

Friday, May 13th, 2005

he gave up on you early on because he realized he didn’t have that idealization of you

there is a silent idealism that runs through my veins, and that is exactly what is wrong with it.