flickerfade.org

i don’t post many links, as i’m sure you’re all aware.

but read this, and ask yourself again what humans live for?

sometimes, at least it’s better that way. but not today. up early to fix stuff. up early because i let it fall apart by being up late. i think after tonight i understand why there are “useless” jobs out there. you make people happier. i just can’t tell if that happiness is empty or not.

so i have decided to make a competing game called superb smush sisters. i will become rich and save the world. no. actually i will write computational biology software for the end user. but it’s close. i would start right away but i don’t really know what is going on yet, so next week.

when i am happy i live in the eye of a brainstorm. but if i stay content too long i forget about what is outside of the storm.

disappointingly, i have to learn to be more aggressive in seeking a job. there is job fair in seven hours and i am not sure how to prepare. i think i am going with the “gather information” approach but then again i need to get a job NOW. hahah this is tough. i need to take notes on what to do when i get in. show interest. map myself to them. the aggression and minor two-facing is really strange to a guy who generally tells it like it is. luckily i am in a field where there are only four truly relevant companies at the fair.

and when i think about it, when i find this job, this site will change, so that i do not get fired from it accidentally. doocetacular.