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i just want it to be quiet, to have a little control over my own life, and not have it all planned out for me. i actually never feel any pressure from myself. and i can ignore the pressure of others if necessary. so here i go.

behind the scenes nobody waxes poetic, nobody waxes romantic. they just do their best, and sometimes it’s not enough. but they get up and move to the next case, and the next one after that. i can do that, but it’s getting to that point that’s hard.

ugh i need to finish just a little stronger.