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should i be more excited or less excited about class? it’s hard to tell. but i have a lot of paperwork to fill out.

i really wanted to say it’s not x, it’s really y, where y is equal to YOU.

the day got better and better, though. there are a lot of pleasant, shining faces out there, people you get to know for just a little bit of time, and in that short time they affect you forever. that was this month! hell, that was tonight, last night, all sorts of nights. and when i hear people say there’s not enough time, we have to prioritize, i say, you have to make better use of your time. and that includes me. i always lose track of how to make better use of time.

i’m not horribly close to some people. and that’s ok. but we have to try. we have to be realistic. we have to be true.

i think one of the things that holds me back is PAPERWORK freaking PAPERWORK.

i almost passed out in the operating room today but it wasn’t because i was squeamish (blood and guts don’t faze me at all). instead, i was really fucking tired.

yeah, medicine. i like intensity. i have to sleep now.