why? i am afraid to think for myself sometimes, even though i do it all the time, which is good, mainly because i have to. advice columns also remind me of experiences almost every human shares. one central theme is that mistakes are ok, and that the best course is some kind of action–any kind of action at all. still, even with the advice, i am paralysed sometimes. completely, too.
i had fun today but i am tired. don’t know if i’m going to boos cruise, it means i have to be there until 2, paying ten dollars, and spending time with lots of people i don’t want to spend time with (and of course, people i do want to spend time with–i haven’t forgotten you). i’d rather sit at home and figure things out, maybe clean my room at the same time to break up the monotony. but part of me nags, telling me that i just might never figure things out unless i put myself out there.
i haven’t posted any pictures in a while because my digital camera has partially crapped out. but there are memories i made today that beat the hell out of anything i could see out of a camera.