i should have called.
that’s all. i shouldn’t forget the people who made a big difference in my life. and to put things in perspective, only ten people or so have made a huge difference. but everyone makes some difference, and i don’t always appreciate it. so here goes, here’s to you.
dr. hackler is apparently doing better than i thought, at least according to my internet search. the man delivers meals on wheels, and he is 85 now. flickerfade is actually the fourth hit for his name. i bet a lot of students are still remembering him.
being tired amplifies guilt. i am so tired. will i feel this way after i’ve had a nap? probably not. that sucks. i have to remember this. for some reason this guilt makes me lose faith in probably half of my friends as i watch how they act. do they feel guilty when they make mistakes like this too? i think of that ben franklin quote again. it’s easy to confound what is best for yourself. and you can find out the strangest things at six o’clock in the morning. sorry. i’ve been accused of this kind of behavior several times myself. i need to prove these people wrong, not just for myself, but because it’s the right thing. you only get what you give.
but hey, starbucks has improved this generally crappy day. i’m looking forward to 5 pm when i either pass out, go running, or go lift weights. i love running in the rain, it’s the smell that counts. we almost had oklahoma rain yesterday, but this place just isn’t the same when it comes to downpours.
yeah of all things, starbucks. and that e.l.o. song off the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind soundtrack. (that dvd came out yesterday! hmm.)
cute picture.
ps yes i agree with you about oklahoma rain!!