i spent a lot of brain power looking for days i would repeat. not days i would repeat to change history, but days just to repeat because they’re beautiful. and i just made the connection with the film after life. of course, then i could talk about things i want to delete. then we’d be talking about eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
in any case, a lot of those days have come in the past month and a half, two months maybe. maybe it’s the relative newness of these days that makes them sharper, and then i remember all the good things about them more easily. but i’m really sure there are other days. like my third birthday. i still remember that day pretty sharply, for some reason. and my tenth birthday, too. i wasted a whole hour that day. i’d even repeat a couple of “bad” days, because they didn’t turn out that bad in hindsight. like that day in first grade where i learned not to jump to conclusions so easily. actually i need to repeat that day pretty often, haha.
the days i’d like to repeat tend to be the ones i think about fastest, the ones that instantly come to mind. but i think i’ll stop thinking about it now, because that sort of interferes with the whole fast thinking thing.
would i repeat today? probably not right now. maybe later.
i guess you might repeat things if you’re afraid of them ending. like on a cd player, you don’t want the music to stop so you make it repeat. row row row your boat gently down the stream merrily merrily merrily merrily life is but a dream REPEAT! but eventually you might want to listen to something different. new experience, maybe the same artist, maybe not, but new.