today started out pretty well actually. oversleeping is at least comfortable. i was a bit hungry the whole time, though. it wasn’t very memorable otherwise.
then i went to dinner with a couple of my friends from high school. that was better. it is kind of lame how we’ve all gone to the same school and never actually tried to hang out together, well, at least more than two of us at once. even today, we only got three. polcari’s is pretty decent, pretty close too. we’d like to say we’ve changed. have we? we’ve certainly grown up.
no matter how i want it to be like old times, it’s not. but that’s ok! we make new memories every day. and if we don’t, we’re really missing out! it gave me just that little bit more of confidence.
but today didn’t end so well. fisk and kyne died! at the same time, too! that’s reaaaalllly sad. i don’t know what to do with their bodies either. (probably flush them down the toilet, and hope they go to a better place finding nemo-style.) i took such good care of them! and they still passed on. part of the sadness isn’t really sadness but indignance. i guess that’s not very nice. they were awesome fish. and i can’t believe how their original owner just left them here. i wonder how old they were. bettas are supposed to live about a year or three after the pet store? i’m not really sure. i hope it wasn’t too cold, or they weren’t too fat or something.
there will be more fish. i just hope i’m doing a good job and not torturing them. kids! how the hell will i handle that? i keep asking that. weird. but when you think about it, it’s not thaaaaaaaat far away. maybe like five to fifteen years? sometime, anyway. if i get lucky.