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i guess sometimes i don’t understand things, how we can be such hypocrites.

isn’t there anything you remember? anything you learn? i look forward to the future, it seems fun. it really is the new experiences that make life worthwhile. i should have made a better decision one month and a half ago.

or is that even possible? i think we really get what we deserve in the end. this really scares and excites me at the same time. i am very happy now. in the end, i think it would have been the same, because certain things transcend everything else. like friendship, or lack thereof. i think i just needed to prove it to myself.

thanks for making my birthday and the corresponding weekend fun.