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is it so wrong to do something just to prove someone wrong? when i am looked down upon my only recourse is to strike back in that way. you can’t give up just because somebody thinks you’ll fail.

but part of me thinks that when i do that, i am full of hate, and that just ain’t right. i get what i give in the end, i suppose. because i just realised, some people are always trying to do that to me. sometimes, i just have to be wrong.

that’s why i’ve been working so hard. because you didn’t think i could do it. but it doesn’t matter as long as i try my best.

one of the things i really hate about myself is the “too little, too late” syndrome i always have. it permeates everything i do. so today, i won’t fail like that.

here i go, working for no apparent reason! but working is just a symptom of something else, i’m sure.

hahaha. sometimes, you’ll never get a second chance. the funny thing is, when you realise that and do your true best the first time, people are more likely to extend you that second chance you’d wish you had. if and when you get that second chance, you had better recognise it, and use it like that first chance you blew. why? just name one time. one time in life where you got a third chance. i bet a lot of times you got two chances and didn’t even know it.

one picture, one day.
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so clearly, i didn’t figure anything out, because i didn’t teach! oops. stupid project. but we are victorious today. our project works! well, sort of.

i find i throw darts better when i don’t sleep.