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does listening to lots of 80s music mean i’m stuck in the past? what about my 80s hairstyle? (ok so it’s not totally 80s but right now, it’s the same style as the one i had between K-8 grade.)

wow the plants finally need watering. excuse me while i waste some more of my life.

sometimes i forget if it’s the little moments i’m supposed to be here for. some things really do make me happy. some things just serve to spend my time in a less boring manner. i think lately, it’s been more of the latter.

i’m trying really hard to remember how to be happy. nick hornby said that for some strange reason, a lot of his happiness was linked to arsenal football club. but it really is easy to draw strange correlations like that. i wonder what my happiness is linked to? once in a while, i just stumble upon it. and maybe that is the key, to not search for it, but to just let it find you. why are we all so locked away? come be happy.

i know i am just beating a dead horse to some extent, but nothing has changed. are my expectations for myself and others too high?

just be yourself. don’t agree all the time just because it’s nice. god i hate repeating myself. but i see this everywhere now. how sad.