maybe i am too idealistic. maybe i should give up. but if there were no people wishing for a perfect world, would anyone try to make it better?
i feel so weak and out of control. don’t let yourself feel awkward!
cooking tonight. mmmmm. fish. maybe. hrm.
hurtling through the internet. light speed. falling off repeatedly. falling a lot lately, i suppose.
i can wait, right? some goals are so far away . . . if my mother has cancer it will be a long fight and she won’t go down easily.
RIGHT. YEAH. FUCK YEAH.
eventually i will redesign. this site. many other things.