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i spent all day thinking about smiles. weird. but nice. i just see them all in my head, the way all my friends smile, some crookedly, some straight, some shyly and timidly. and watching random people do it too. i even see random people i’ve never met smiling.

what an interesting day. mwahaha. very decadent, leaving me screwed tomorrow. but my lab was cancelled so no missing class today! hahaha!

beck and the flaming lips were fucking awesome, to say the least. wayne is soooooo cool. he kept pumping his fist spastically in the air and playing with the lights. he had this weird singing nun sock puppet, not to mention the random furry forest animals on the sides of the stage. short set for the lips, though. beck played for what seemed like an eternity. he’s soooooo smooth. some nice moves included swinging the guitar from the strap and spinning and removing the jacket. also, he had this glowing striped suit. a few problems being short, though. it was easy to see who came for which act. beck also seemed really tired, i think he’s been on tour for a long time. oklahoma power, baby.

then we ate at mcdonalds. lots and lots of fat. then i got constipated. cool.

then there was lots of random crap that will get us all sent to hell. like jokes about dead babies, pedophiles, and cannibalism. then combine them. then throw pumpkins out the window. when cars pass, that is.

here’s an example of a joke.
what’s the difference between a dead baby and a rock?
you can’t fuck a rock.

freaking dirty.

trying not to take money. trying to get work done. maybe i’ll copy what i wrote in class later. it was actually profound. trying to sleep but aim is evil. sorry about the lack of thinking, it all happened earlier today, in that stuff i might copy over.

need to get my fridge, hopefully the BRIGHT PINK post-it will get my attention, although it hasn’t for weeks. lots of cleaning, i actually made my bed today. damn skippy. still need to vacuum, i really want a carpet still, maybe i’ll get it this weekend? need to throw out old papers from classes i didn’t care about.

sheeva says hot damn too! how cool.

rob started a blog. although i won’t tell where. unless he tells me to. i guess you could come steal my computer, stare at my history, and figure it out, though. in fact many of my friends have them. i think i am the one who updates most, however, because i have this tendency to think too much, along with a tendency to want to remember everything so that in the future it can be over-analysed. mwa.

one day i’ll set up a web server and movable type and fix up the horrific code that blogger generates. although it’s better than a lot of code i’m one of those web design kind of people.

we are fucking going to new york. even if i have to beat people over the head and drag them there.

nothing really eventful today, just work, food, and more work while assisting people with biology-related problems. beck tomorrow! fuck yeah! hehehehe. and the flaming lips too. got invited to the macgregor/simmons formal though, still deciding whether or not to go. i guess it depends on remaining work and mood. told to try to get mandy to go, that’ll be interesting. many things are interesting, i guess. like the way things change no matter what you do.

matt asked me how i am always able to stay up. believe me, it requires no caffeine. you just need something to think about or do the whole time. or be a restless freak like me.

i need to spend less money. after i buy my dad his watch and mail it to him. i need to cash my paychecks and go to payroll also.

damn 5.07. so early. sleeeeeeeeeep! because i suck at thinking right now. so that leaves me with nothing else to do!