this is quite the low-resolution monitor. how pointless, oh well
Archive for July, 2002
Thursday, July 18th, 2002
hmmm, had to fix the stupid spacebar. i hate this keyboard
it’s about time i posted.
on work: this kind of sucks. i like what i do but i’m damn tired. i want to veg. as in vegetate. i’m going from one lab to another. however, i am gaining new experience. without qiagen kits. like phenol/chloroform extraction. mmm, chloroform. and with rna interference, which stops protein expression. it works on hiv in the lab. how cool, saving lives. except that i work with kidney disorders. speaking of which, i wonder if i get paid or not. but it will be a low amount of cash.
on life: sadly, since my parents won’t let me drive anywhere substantial for a couple of weeks i’ll be quite bored until the weekend. we have a bigass tv and cable at least i guess. people are giving me advice out of the woodwork on whether or not to be m.d., ph.d, or both. i don’t know what to do with life. i have almost no communication since i’m never online, and my phone is a heck of a long distance call away. life is generally falling apart as soon as it comes together. i don’t like oklahoma, i want back to boston. but i like my lab, i guess.
on my trip home: boy was it funny. i was late because i’m a lazy packer. david helped me move into the shitty-ass u-haul (which i will not be using again). surprisingly, nothing ended up in next house storage, haha. i need bigger suitcases. anyway, i’m a lucky shit. i love that term. i got placed on another flight thirty minutes later at no cost (?). on the second flight the woman next to me had too much wine and i had to suck it up. she kept tapping me on the shoulder and trying to talk to me. i was already fucking sleepy. damn it. and then the next day i started work. damn. i’m tired. why aren’t i sleeping? finally, as usual, my parents accused me of bringing too much home.
and now, some random shit.
i don’t like the way people try to analyze others they don’t know. that’s why i hate entertainment tonight and bill o’reilly. all dumbasses. all contributing to the stupidity of american culture.
why does it always rain on me? not the song, it really did this morning.
from the moment i wake
till the moment i sleep
i’ll be there by your side
just you try and stop me
i’ll be waiting in line just to see if you care
periods are a waste of time
so lonely, can’t wait until the first of august. i should use my phone now. but my parents yell at me. and working is tiring.
you know, the post-doc in my lab (whose work my RNAi work relates to) told me to sleep more. but then again, she also told me to enjoy my life while i’m young. she also had some interesting stuff to say about academics. like how ph.ds suck more than m.ds. and how she would never send her son to OSSM. i liked the last one. haha
must update resume. with an accent mark if necessary.
so many things have changed here. like the roads. and the stores. and the people who helped me grow up. like my piano/violin teachers. all that shit. maybe i should go see all these people.
according to wgn, it’s all good. i guess that’s why you play family matters still. haha.
i’ve been smiling more. i watched moulin rouge again. that’s all. all random, all the time.